Petronella

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Ako to myslis?

i was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
to pray on, or wish on, or something like that
i was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
whose reality i knew, was a hopeless to be had
but then the dove of hope began its downward slope
and i believed for a moment that my chances
were approaching to be grabbed
but as it came down near, so did a weary tear
-i thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
-hunger hurts, and i want him so bad, oh it kills
cuz i know i’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
i got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
and i went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
looking for a little hope
baby said he couldn’t stay, wouldn’t put his lips to mine,
and a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
i said, ‘honey, i don’t feel so good, don’t feel justified
come on put a little love here in my void,’ - he said
‘it’s all in your head,’ and i said, ‘so’s everything’ -
but he didn’t get it - i thought he was a man
but he was just a little boy
-hunger hurts, and i want him so bad, oh it kills
cuz i know i’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
i got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
-hunger hurts, and i want him so bad, oh it kills
cuz i know i’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up
i got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
-hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

Duafala som,ze sa ozves a ty nic.. hmm.. tak cakam, kym ti odovzda odkaz jeden clovek s ktorym sa dohodla moja kamoska, aby ti povedal, nech napises:))cmuk

som dostal. i pracujem uz na dalsom :))

super... to ma tesii a teda uz netrpezlivo cakam :))

go away :)))

know how to do it.. It is very difficult.. :/
(come away with me ... ) :))

si myslela vsetko co si mi povedala vcera a v stredu celkom vazne???

trust me..

vsetko bude raz dobre. VSETKO. uvidis. len nevesaj hlavu...

mam ten zvlastny pocit, ze vsetko je v poriadku, ale niekde vzadu viem, to najhorsie este len caka na svoju prilezitost ukazat sa. a od toho ta ochranim, nech to stoji, co kce :))))
mozes to brat ako srandu, ale aj vazne... musim ist kupit zlty papier. nevies, kde by som ho mohol dostat? ale teraz rozmyslam... aj cerveny by bol super. len nie biely... biela de facto nie je ani farba. je to len zaklad a ten je uz davno prec... nechcem povedat, ze treba nieco viac ako zaklad, ale nieco ma musi tahat dopredu... kupim si zlty aj cerveny ;)))... alebo nie... clovek nemoze mat v zivote vsetko... bude to tazke rozhodovanie, ale mne sa to podari... aspon dufam. a ak budes mat niekedy podobnu dilemu, drzim ti palec. ak by si sa rozhodla akokolvek, vzdy ta podporim. jedina podmienka je ta, ze to nesmies spatne lutovat. nie je totiz nic horsie... ver mi, viem o com hovorim... ;))

ale vobec nerozumiem co si tym chcel povedat... a preto ziadam... prosiim o vysvetlenie... napr. na moj mail.. alebo tak... ook? :)

to je presne to po com vsetci tuzia... ale co ak ziadne vysvetlenie neexistuje... je to proste tak...
napisem ti ako sm nakoniec vyriesil svoj problem: bol som v obchode, zobral som si z policky 3 odtiene zltej a 2 odtiene cervenej. ale zrazu ma uputala oranzova. bola taka kraasna, ale zarazilo ma to... to som predsa nemal v plane. ale aj tak som si zobral este aj tu. stojim za stolom a prikladam ich k sebe. dotykali sa a ja som to nezniesol... musim sa predsa vediet rozhodnut. zltu aj cervenu nemozem zobrat... su predsa moc kontrastne, a ja chcem harmoniu... musia byt dve farby. od kazdeho kusok. ale harmonicke, nie len aby boli... po !19! minutach som sa rozhodol. zoberiem cervenu a oranzovu. zlta je moc bleda, aby bola seriozna, to je moj pohlad... teta predavacka na mna pozerala, ako keby som bol blazon. a mozno mala pravdu. ale ja tomu svojmu verim. cervena bude niest pohlad na nieco vysnivane a orazova tajomstvo. to je moja volba. dufam, ze neolutujem...

na co ich vlastne potrebujes? tie farebne papiere??

niekedy moze vyzerat velmi dolezito nieco cenne, nieco, co len tak na ulici nenajdes. ale len vyzera. podstata vsetkeho moze byt len par bajtov v emaily, alebo hrstka atomov uhlika usporiadanych vhodne na povrchu papiera... farebneho, tajomneho... niekedy je vsetko podstatne celkom inde, ako sa zda.. na viac musis dojst sama :)) mas rada hadanky, alebo nie? podla mna ako ma kazdy rad prekvapenia, tak aj tajomstva a hadanky... a vzdy ma taky dobry pocit ked sa mu podari dostat pod povrch a rozluskut ten tvrdy orech... a ja to kcem take jedno male stasticko a trochu potesenia z hladania pripravit :))
das sa na to? ;))

snaad nie
..to by sa mozno hodilo inokedy a nie teraz ked mame toho tak vela.. na praaci :)

bude to len take jemne. pojdem na to velmi zlahka... nebude to boliet a nebudes trpiet ty ani tvoj index ;)), to ti slubujem :))) :D

Ocividne sa dobre bavis na tom, ako sa ja trapim.. mozno luciin p.d.o ... vie viac... som mu uz pisala,.... taak,...

co trpi... a nebavim sa na tom. ale vsetko zle lahsie preplavam s usmevom... mne slzy nepomozu ;)) tak usmievaj sa aj ty... aspon to skus... sama dobre vies, ze jedneho dna bude vsetko ok... je to predsa prirodzene. nemoze byt vsetko donekonecna len zle... po burke prichadza duha - nezabudni...